WAITING

It makes me so anxious,

It even makes me so nauseous.

Indeed it is very difficult,

Waiting for that positive result.

HARD CASH (AN OLD COMPOSITION)

No satisfaction can give you much joy,

Than earning from one's own sweat---oh boy.

When working suddenly becomes lighter,

Thinking when a day is done--- salary becomes nearer.

STILL (AN OLD COMPOSITION)

Tired muscles and shaky limbs,

Too tired to move but--no way.

Can't be lazy,

Can't be sick---it would mean a NO PAY.

POETRY (AN OLD COMPOSITION)

When our time goes near,

I hope this would be clear.

That life on earth isn't a time for juggling different games,

But a time to test how we become true to unspecified list of names.

JUST ONCE (AN OLD COMPOSITION)

I am no one,

Compared to anyone.

Just ordinary,

Couldn't think of a quality that's outstanding nor extra-ordinary. 

NOT EASY (AN OLD COMPOSITION)

Life is different in a foreign land,

You'll get wiser on determining whose the true man.

Life abroad isn't as luxurious as I once thought,

Got to be strong at heart, stomach, and mind for different battles---those I had all fought.

'TIL WHEN? (AN OLD COMPOSITION)

trembling in the dark, 
so confused--ain't seeing even just one spark. 
where am I to go? 
needing someone to care for me too.